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Comment on Thrice is nice, well they used to be by Jordan

Jordan — Sat, 24 Sep 2011 18:35:57 +0000

It’s not that I don’t like there newer stuff. I actually do a lot. Especially the last 2 discs of “The Alchemy Index” Earth & Air and I love Beggars a lot. I just don’t like that it’s Thrice who put the records out. They are fantastic in every way but I just liked old Thrice as Thrice.

Comment on Thrice is nice, well they used to be by Nerd42

Nerd42 — Tue, 20 Sep 2011 18:34:55 +0000

Heh … I don’t like their old stuff and only like this newer stuff you apparently hate. But I know it can be bad when a band you like changes their sound.

Comment on Losing All You Have by Jordan

Jordan — Sat, 10 Sep 2011 23:40:45 +0000

The reason that I ask to not be contacted is because it hurts me to see people I care about so much move on to a life with out me. It isn’t fun. I always told you that ignorance is bliss. It’s the only way that I can distract myself from the pain you know I really do feel. You’re right it is hard. it kills me every day. I hate that I still think about you almost every moment of every day. I shouldn’t, but I can’t help it. I hate that the nap I was taking when my phone notified me of this was a dream that you were in. It does hurt. But I ignore my life pain. Always have. But you’re right. You never do know what can happen in the future. I am proud of you for finally focusing on you and what makes you happy for once. I always told you to do that. So I guess I should be happy that you listened.

Comment on Losing All You Have by wish i didnt miss you...

wish i didnt miss you... — Sat, 10 Sep 2011 23:25:46 +0000

Sorry I wrote you…Guess im not very good at not talking to you after we talked every day for the last few months. I will try my hardest to not contact you anymore since I know that is what you wanted. I am sorry for everything and really wish things would have turned out differently. im trying hard to stay busy and finally do “me” for once since I never have…. You dont have to write back after this message either.. thank you for the time you were in my life. you taught me a lot about myself and other things in life, and for that I am forever thankful. Have a wonderful day- id say goodluck in life and that whole speech but I know you dont need any luck and you are a very strong person who can get through lots of battles. I wont say goodbye to you either bc you never know what the future holds. Maybe our path will cross in cali. I’d like to be able to smile and give you a hug.

Comment on Losing All You Have by Jordan

Jordan — Sat, 10 Sep 2011 22:18:55 +0000

Kim, good. I am glad to hear that you are making progress and have found people you can talk to and help you move on. I really am happy for you. I always did tell you that I just wanted you to be happy, with or without me. I am glad that you have friends and people you’ve met who you can communicate with like you used to with me. I hope that you find what you are looking for and don’t sell yourself short. I wanted so bad to be that for you. I did, but I accept that I couldn’t and have to do the same; dust myself and let you go. But I was talking to people last night, and I did love you. I am sorry and I don’t care if you believe me or not. I doesn’t matter. You’re happiness was all I ever cared about and everything I tried to do for you was to make you happy. Even when the communication broke down and I didn’t know what else to do I still tried to power through and do the exact same thing that had worked the other months. I am sorry it was wrong. It was all I knew how to do with you and I am sorry the needs changed and I didn’t adapt properly. Good luck Kim. I sincerely mean it. I always wish you the best and the happiest life. You deserve it. You really do. I just hope you never sell yourself short.

Comment on Losing All You Have by Always he said, she said..

Always he said, she said.. — Sat, 10 Sep 2011 21:59:40 +0000

Maybe you shouldnt tell every girl you love them when in fact you really dont. just saying. I think its funny that you try to tell me how I was feeling. I loved spending time with you and enjoyed your company but I was nothing but honest with you about what I wanted. You can think all you want, convince yourself even if you have to, of what you think I thought and felt. I think I know myself a lil better then you do. Your smothering and not trusting me changed us. My saddness from all the drama around me- I admit didnt help the situation. I dont force myself from happiness-I have been smiling and having a good time with my life these last few days. staying busy, going out with friends, talking to people who can realte and understand what Im going through has helped me so much. Im not being reckless like im sure your thinking. im focusing on me and what makes me happy. I told you all I needed was time. time to be sad and then I would dust myself off, pick myself up, and get back on that horse. (yes I used the horse term bc I know how much you love them) all i needed was time. I didnt stop myself from happiness. I needed to be sad, get it out of my system first. Everyone copes different. Thats how I do it. Im sorry if you didnt like that. you always said you loved me but jordan you didnt love me, when you really love someone its through there best times and there worst times. you dont damn them or say there doomed when they are going through a hard time. if our situations had been reversed my focus would be on doing and giving you what you needed to be happy again. Weather it be time, space, dancing around like a retard. My first priority would have been you-not what you needed to do or act to make me happy. Most the time you were like that but when the shit finally hit the fan and my world really was falling apart you were more concerned about how you wanted me to act so that you felt at peace with us. You would always tell me you would do whatever I needed but your actions were always about how you were feeling and what I needed to do to make you feel better. I dunno… and as for your “When I walk away from a bad thing I feel exhilarated and full of life.” we both know that is straight up bullshit. you have told me how you really feel after a break up or something bad has happened so dont give me your petty lectures when you dont even feel that way. you do try to be positive, more then most ppl do but lets be serious. At least before we could have honest talks, not talks were all I hear is bs coming from your mouth.