Digging Deeper

It’s been a while since I have really posted a blog. For that I apologize. Things have been hectic and I have regrettably overlooked posting my feelings on paper and have chosen to try other avenues of distraction. I have come to the realization in recent days that a simple life with a simple girl is really not the path of life I am destined to live. I will forever forge a path of complexity and seek out a more complicated companion with a deeper set of values that can provide the intrigue and curiosity I subconsciously desire. We all say we want to live a simple life without complications that is easy gong and carefree, but is that really what we want? Those things sound glorious on paper but living a life to that degree can get boring and monotonous. Confrontation and diversity are the forces that drive people to become better and not settle in the end. Spending each day trying new things and learning through your differences in the course of an intricate relationship is how you truly recognize your full potential. Anything else would be settling. Shall you ever find yourself with someone who does not share your values or ideals you are destined for failure. For love cannot be a surface emotion. It must be deep down in your whole existence and echoed through your daily experiences together, constantly learning more about your partner and yourself and growing together each and everyday through each of your unique personalities. Someday I will find someone that will mirror my own complications and desire to live an exciting life filled with twists and turns that keep you wondering “what’s next” and stay fascinated by the multifaceted web we weave together and bask in the stimulation that will be us. Someday. Peace, love, and happiness sound wonderful and cliché to say, but are they really what we crave in our own lives. I know I crave different. Something more dense and interesting.